When you love someone, someone you love. When they break your heart, its the hardest thing you could ever go through. And no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think that you're getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. You fall apart, for the hundredth time, and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all of your heart, even though you know you shouldnt. They hurt you worse than youve ever been hurt. They stole your happiness, but yet you still want them, and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you dont want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would. And even if they broke their promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified, terrified of getting hurt again, but its not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day, you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You dont want to miss them anymore, you dont want to love them anymore, but you know you always will..