With every heartbeat of yours x

Friday, January 21, 2011

Hello.

*ahem* see, so good i come and blog.

School's as usual. Ytd's UT was a killer.
Each time I attend DS lesson, Jurami will always make us feel very stress,
cause without fail, he will always always mention bout UTs, internship, PD, and FYP.
-__-


Gonna submit my CV this monday.
and I heard that if you were to get chosen for internship the first sem,
you'll start on 1st march which means no holidays? ):

And I gotten flu yesterday, and during half of the day, i was feeling very uncomfortable,
after UT, dad fetched me to work,
by then i feel like a dead zombie cause Im running a fever.

M prepared most of the things for me before show starts,
because was caught in a jam and reached there at 6.30PM.
guests were already outside with cocktails session.

I was literally stoning during the whole entire show.
After event ended, quickly went home, take a bath & sleep.
was freezing and couldnt find any medication.

Didnt went to school today.
Hope my sickness will go away.


When you truly love somone, their mistakes wont change your feelings because it’s the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Im having Design Studio now, and I keep sneezing non stop all of a sudden.
Flu flu, please go away. >:

Im falling asleep.
Class ends at 12PM, UT at 4.45PM.

Shall use the time to study later.
Im hungryyyyyyy. Wo yao chi!


& Im working later, tmr, and saturday.
Sunday im heading to Xue'e's chalet!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Stress to the ulitmate max.
The day cant get any worse.

I really feel like giving up on everything.
& i mean EVERYTHING.
Im lying on my bed, cant go to sleep. Actually im having mixed feelings now. All this while i have been thinking of how to make people happy, but i cant be everyone's happiness at the same time. There's only one me, one claris. I should really start thinking about myself. What do i really want in my life? I cannot let other people always getting affected because of me, isnt it? They are the innocent ones. Its me who caused them to be like this.
Hmm. Its been a long time since i have that feeling again. I wonder when will i ever feel that way again. What is love? To be frank, i have not found it. I dont want to hurt anyone. But maybe, im still not ready, and i still do want to be alone. I dont understand why is there a need to rush things. Like hello, we're still young. We're not as if we are turning 30 next year. Enjoy life as it is right now.
Well. Im kinda numb to my surroundings alr. Ive been living in this life 1 year ago. And im glad im still surviving. Haha. Very unwilling to post my personal thoughts as i prefer keeping to myself, no one knows what my inner thoughts were, hahah. Oh ya im like writing all this shit here is cause i cannot fall asleep.
Tmr lessons at 8. Better go!
I hope some miracle will come out of it. Praying hard.




Lol. Dk why my tears just rolled down. Ahha. Better sleep. Goodnight world! I hope tmr will be better! (((: no matter how tough a situation will be, you gotta keep smiling!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

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HELLO. YESYES. I AM GOING TO SAY THE SAME THING AGAIN,
THAT I VERY LONG NEVER BLOG ALR.

hahah actually ytd i wanna blog but when i uploaded all the photos,
and i started to type, i press X and close the window. LOL. suddenly lost the feeling of blogging.





Well well, some pics to start off with, with my dearest girls!

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We were actually wanting to do our Design Studio UT but end up taking photos -___-




Oh, Hougang Mall has a new frolick outlet, happy happy ;)



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Taken on the day when i wanted to cut my hair.
Mummy : Eh we take photos lah before you cut your hair.
Me : Wah when you become so mordern. hahaha.

My mom so cute. She so excited to take photos lor.



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Wait very long lor, like 1 hourrrrr.

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I still prefer my long fringe though i find it verrryyy irritating.

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AHHA,

after haircut.
shit my fringe look like bangs and its damn short ):


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After that we headed over to Sis's.
HAHA kristen look so cute with the hair. :)

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Friday, 7JAN

we have Production Practicum.
Now no longer shooting anymore, its audio recording. Tougher. ):
Oh we reached early because Faci treated us pizzaaaa :)
I waited for Mandy to finish her work she forever veryyyy the slowww one lor.
Me & Sharon were grumbling throughout.

Wanted to get goodie bags from open house but we gave up and took shuttle bus.
Trained to Bukit batok and went to workkkk.
Bought subway and rush to Bukit Batok Civil Services club.
totally mad rush. I ate my subway like damn fast and then help to prepare & everything.
Show was okok la.



Sat 8JAN

Woke up like super early, and went out to have Dimsum with my family.

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Its located at Neil road.
Place was quite nice and its very comfy but very small,
and there's this rule that each group of customers need to leave after 2 hours,
becasue they are afraid there will be no enough seats.

Service was bad but the food was awesome.


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Kristen wake up and want food.

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Heh that during evening, I went to meet Sharon at somerset,
and we went to find Mandy at Scape. :)
She's having her flea market there,
and i bought one cardigan and a seashell braclet from her, total $8 :) Mad cheap.
Saw some RP people there selling also, me & Sharon saw our ex workmate down there,
but dont dare to call her cause afraid she cant recongise us.

Oh, both of us order one heels! fell in love with it as soon as i saw it.
But i was sad that my pink flowerly heels no sizeeee. why my size so difficult to find one ):

After that we went to 'Once upon a milkshake'
Awesome milkshake :)


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Okay, so around 7PM,
we went to cityhall and she went to find Danvin while i went to meet Cq gang!
Omg miss them super much!!

And the leader (Jiahao) brought us to the LONG ROUTE and we took 30mins
to reach Millena walk.

Went to this Jap restuarant for dinner.


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Shihui. :)

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The way of eating the pork kastu very special,
got one sauce, and another one for dipping in the salt only.


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Group photo :)

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Everyone changed so much, 5 years ago, we were in Chongqing,
we were 15 years old.
Now, everyone have grown.
But no matter 5 years 10 years or 15 years, im sure the memories stays,
and we will be laughing at the same old joke again & again.
How much I wish time will go back, to those days where we were so carefree,
and playing blindmice was like the happiest time in China, and pranking calls to our hotel room like
' 2.30AM, time to go toilet '
and i still remember the guys trying to scare us and call our hotel room and say
' you all order coffin ah'
walao scare us lorr. zzzz.

but still, i love them so much :)

And we were still forever the same always teasing Shihui with her age, and
asking her to quickly find a man and get married. :)
hahaha.





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After that we play Monopoly dealll !! :)
Hahah i was very excited and i tell wt i finally know how to play.
she keep saying me slow ):


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Last few photos at the station,

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In the train,

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W joanne lowww.



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When's the next gathering people? :)

Weekends are over, fun times are over,

Back to weekdays where school has started ):

Normal school days with endless assignments to rushed like it will never ends.
Stressful much but what to do.
Life's still gotta go on. Work still needa be done.

UT has commenced a week ago,
and right now i dont have that much confident in getting good grades.

Design Studio UT is the most tough of all,
designing credit card is never an easy job.
But im glad i got help from guowei and Best, and the girls who asking me never to give up.
You never know how much thankful and blessful i am.

I almost broke down when doing the UT after knowing that 2 slides are gone.
Resarch stands 60% and Design stands 40% and you never know how much I wanted to ace this module.

Blame it on my carelessness. This sucks so much.

Anyw, that day class ended at 12PM and the whole class was rushing to finsh their PPT,
or design.
And we rushed to cwp to print our credit card,
and the shop was flooded with STA people. lol.


Oh, and idk on which day, i started to fell sick )':
It all started with a headache, then cough and flu came,
worse still fever on the day when im rushing my assignment.

On saturday, i went to change my Iphone.
finally there's vibration already.
There's this customer down there complaining bout the battery span of the iphone.




On sunday, i met up with the girls to go Jose's house to do video :)


Me and weiting were always the earliest,
but you know when we reached Jose's house outside, she's still sleeping
and we were like ' die liaooooo '
So we took a walk to J8 and then bused back, saw Joa, and we followed Jose's ahma up.
haha.




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Poor souls outside.

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Love my girlfriends!

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Website design for p11.


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UT2 Credit cards.

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Today arts marketing was a killer.
Have to start preparing for our IMC presentation which falls on the 31st Jan.
Stress ahh~

Today own time own target until 3pm.
Faci even allowed food in the class.
first thing everyone was saying ' wah so shiok ah can do ourselves till 3pm '
but who knows, not enough time.

After 3pm,
went to another class with the faci and have group discussion.

Getting nervous for our IMC presentation )':
Like that i would rather take UT.



Anyw, my family's going to Taiwan on the 14-25th feb.
Walao eh you know its freaking unlucky becasue these are the days im having my UT3.
)':
sis is not unable to change lah, and they are all happily planning and i will be very lonely in Singapore,
with maid & Jingle bell ):
Sis says she owe me a free trip.

She very rich lor, treat whole family go plus Clarence's family. ):
Im gonna miss out all the fun man!
Nvm, exams comes first.





Well, ive been blogging bout daily acitivies and all those happenings that is going on.
Well, im beginning to ask myeslf how am I lately?
Am i happy?
Well, maybe not. All those stress are piling up high.
And you know what STA has a new director and they expect DTA students
to retake their english and maths O levels for those who fail.

My friends were complaining that they took it on 2008 and now need to take in 2011?!
I wonder how are they going to cope with it man, with all the changing of syallbus.
Lol. please lor. if we never fail maths/eng, we would be in RP -.-
Stupid director. still need to deduct marks for english errors in Design exams.
walao might as well go CCC.

Yeah, recently, i think ive changed.
Right now, idk why i become like so affected over my grades.
Im not like that last time. Perhaps i woke up.
Ive got to stop slacking.
I need to work hard in order to get my GPA.
I dont want to stay in school for another 5 more modules, I want to go for attachement.
Ive not started on my PD yet ):
and also FYP. ):

Ive learnt something. I cannot be complacent.